I think there’s that moment in your life that you realise that you’re not normal.

I look at other people and I think of myself and I can never imagine myself being them. Why is that?

I don’t really do many things that normal teenagers can do like wooting and making silly poses. I’m also slightly uncomfortable around boys. I’m better now than what I used to be but I just really find being alone with one….awkward. I just don’t know how to act. Sure, I used to be a tomboy, man I love video games and sci fi and so many boy-ish things but I simply do not understand how to talk to a guy normally or be myself. I just stiffen and everything I say comes out forced.

I DON’T GET THIS AT ALL. Why do all the other girls always just seem to have this natural air of confidence around boys. I feel like I’m from a completely different parallel dimension from them. It’s mental.

I have little self-confidence. It bugs the crap out of me.

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Comments

  1. pfftt. Normal smormal. We thrive in being diffrent! *shot* but yeah…it is annoying that we can’t be normal sometimes….

    You don’t have to be natural around boys. I mean there is a sort of barrier that, as sexist as that sounds, girls can’t cross easliy….I used to be natural around guys too. It just something that happens as we get older…

    Other girls….well yeah parallel dimesion…can’t help that.

    ;w; self-confidence is a bugger….but don’t put yourself down so much k? You are a wonderful friend, artist and fellow geek <3 and you are REALLY CUTE. IN CASE I HAVENT TOLD YOU A BILLION TIMES. SERIOUSLY. What else do you need?

    | Reply Posted 2 years ago
  2. liesel meminger says:

    I think it’s like that for some guys as well – I feel like the female equivalent of the stereotypical nerdy guy who can’t talk to girls :/

    No? Really? There really should be a solution for that XD

    I’M SORRY D| I just don’t feel like it most of the time…

    | Reply Posted 2 years ago


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